Date posted: December 24, 2010
المشكلة بالانجليزى بس الرد بالعربى
Hope my email finds u well.
I'm 33 , look younger than my age , act younger than my age 🙂
i'm working since 2000, my school was only for girls, so u can imagine how i was confused in dealing with the other gender 🙂 although i had an innocent relationship with a guy when i was 16 (and he was 15) but it didnt last for long time cause i was afraid of my parents, they are very traditional egyptian parents, but also open minded, don't ask me how, they loves me a lot they care about me, allow me to travel , to go any where they trust me 100%. i didn't make any relatinships at college, i rejected anyone tried to get close to me. then i started working in March 2000, and the years passed, i met a lot of grooms عرسان يعني and i didn't find my match..my soulmate, i m thinking romantic, i want to have a love story.
in February 2009, i went to Hurgada for a 2 days vacation with a friend of mine and here where the story begins..
we met a very nice handsome guy working in the animation team at the Hotel, speaks german.. english.. other languages, he was so nice with us , we exchanged our cell phone numbers, email..he was wearing a wedding ring but told us a sad story about the death of his fiancee in a car accident with him and he still loves her till now.
we talked after returning to cairo. i forgot to mention that he knew our ages (my friend and mine) so he lied about his age , but after a while i knew that he's only 25, but it was ok with me we were just friends.
we met him in Cairo after we returned from Hurgada when he came in a vacation and wanted to meet us, and every time he wanted to meet us he insists to meet him in a place close to his home, but after about 3 times my friend refused that and she told me that he uses us.
then we (me and him) started to talk more and more, our friendship grow. i got him a very nice birthday gift in october 2009, he travelled to Germany in December 2009 as i remember, it was his 5th time to go there (I will tell u later why i mentioned his trip to Germany), in the beginning of this year 2010 he got a new job in Cairo, and here بأه the real story begins with him, i think i can here call it our relationship although it was in a friendship frame but we started to laugh about it and play a game that we r boyfriend and girlfriend , his job here was part time, cause he was preparing himself to another job and has courses..etc. bottom line every time i met him he keeps complaining about his low salary..etc. and most of our outings i was the one who pays, he asked me to bring him a new cell phone and i did it was for LE 2300.
i don't know how i did that, its not my charachter i m a traditinal girl who feels afraid of her parents from returing home late at night although i have my own car my own money but i'm typical an egyptian girl.
Concerning Germany, he told me his real story or i guess its just 90% of his real story, his only love not his dead fiancee but a german one that he was married to but got divorced, he confuses me with dates i don't when that happened..in last april he made me met his mother me and her alone, she talked with me about marriage, i was shocked because he didnt mention this to me before, it was just a joke, but here i felt that yes i want him (i want to tell u that i was thinking about marrying him, may be i love him , i like him a lot, i don't know, may be because he is handsome and i like handsome guys…).
My parents refused TOTALLY without any discussions, i tried but i failed, i kept seeing him من ورا اهلي going to the movies.. having lunch, he finally got a new job in a travelling airlines, so he had to travel to another governorate again. before that he made me met his father who told me that he can see that we love each others, so what u r going to do, i told him that my parents r against the idea and now we agree to be just friends.
one day last summer he gave me his facebook password, and i saw strange messages from foriegner girls and relationships , he denies everthing , he told me u know i know a lot of girls..etc. i never win with him, its always a lose win situation with me. one day i was on my way to meet him and it was so crowded and i saw a very bad accident in my way, i dont know what happened to me i felt that i finally wake up , i'm afraid of Allah, i was shocked i suddenly felt that i was stupid ومغيبة and all my friends were right about him, i met him that day he was travelling the day after, i stopped calling him after that day, he called me the first day of ramadan, i told him about my feelings when i saw the accident and that i dont want us to meet again, he told me that he doesn't want to lose me i'm very good freind i'm his best freindوجدعة أوي ونضيفة أوي , عايزة أقولك انه عمره مثلا
ما لمس ايدي بس مرة حاول ينكشني كدة بس مانفعش عشان مش انا خالص وهو قالهالي بعد كده انه لا يمكن هيستغل اي فرصة انه يعمل معايا اي حاجة مع انه بيعمل مع بنات تانية بس هما كده
at the feast i called him, but putting in mind that he s just a freind, and i talk to him every now and then, two weeks ago he told me that he loves me, thats why he wanted to marry me, i didn't reply but i was touched. "He is writing on his wall now that he is free for any girl sees him nice"…The reason for sending this message to you Marwa that i'm nowadays feel a very very strong feeling towards him, i dont know if this is love or not i really don't know Marwa هتجنن
مش عارفة بجد بأه ايه ده, يا رب ماكنش طولت عليكي أوي من غير لازمة، يا رب أكون قدرت أوصل لك اللي انا حاساه
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