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hi marwa i just need to tell someone my though and wht im in this days<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n i m 27 ,,I gt engaged its been amonth nw,,he is a nice man kind full of love to me,,likes every thing in me he is hondsome one ,,u knw aly "khaled abo el naga" in saher el layaly i just dont love him i knw him for a year nw i agreed for the engagment ,,im doin my best but its not enough,,i knw he deserve better than me<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n its just i hade enough of faking and acting that i care and i love,,my face gt tierd of faking smiling<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n i feel sorry for him,,cos i cant give 1% of wht he is giving to me,,im nt thinking of leaving him cos i knw that i may regret it co he treats me like aqueen..ive been engaged bf to one who treated me like amaid,,<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n im just having this geat feeling of guilt,,he felted it too<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n im trying to give him wht he deserve,,and he deserve aloot<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n i just wanted to let it get out of my sysetm,,its the ttalk that u can't say to anyone,, cos they judge me,they will say im batbater 3ala el ne3ma, i just cant feel him i cant get the picture of him as ahusband and to have a physical relation with him<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n u knw wht im orried about im worried i might meet somone and wish that i have waited ,, _______________________________________________________________<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n oh honey .. this is just sad<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Who said that your options are 1) the guy who treats you like a maid and Who said that you have to choose one of those? What happened to the man you You came to me to vent but I owe it to you to tell you<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n 1) try to find out why you are not attracted to him mentally, emotionally, Can you get married to someone out of guilt or pity?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_eb_attr":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3375","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-23"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"\n
\n\ti m in your facebook gr, i like the way u talk and use words 2 describe the relation between male and female<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\the reminds me of Ali ebn el nas el kewayseen,, cant find somthing wrong in him ,he is 27 too,,but im 4 monthes older than him<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\tthx for giving me a chance to get it out,,<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\tsteps all over you or 2) the guy who treats you like a queen and does not
\n\tturn you on on any level?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\twant to spend the rest of your life with?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\tand physically
\n\t2) leave him and wait for the man you want .. he might not treat you like a
\n\tqueen but at least you will feel alive, as opposed to dead,, with him<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"