Hi marwa you rock 
i wrote to you before asking advice about a relationship with a guy wants to have phone sex with me
and you told me that i catch up on his mixed massages and that he is a jerk
and then another massage asking about why men lie and propose even though you didn't ask for it
and you told me to never miss led my partner and on noting against my morals
…..Well now in still talkin to the jerk and in not miss leading him and try to keep my morals the problem is sometimes i loose that track i mean sometimes i do have sex phone although i'm acting and that'S miss leading and against my morals i feel regret but i also enjoy it.
You know i feel that i'm like those hesitating characters in movies like randa el be7hi in "aawkat fara3'" or like that girl in "bel alwan el tabe3ya" in afraid of god and but i can't resiste it i'm not really religious but i cant help thinking of god and my jerk has ways to convence me(i even let him touch my breast) and i cant belive i let him do it …I don't know what to do?…Need an older more understanding person i feel that u are a sister or close friend of mind 
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When your actions and your beliefs are the same, you will not feel lost the way you do now
