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Recorded Advice: Is it love or just another crush?

Dear Marwa,

I am 25 years old girl. graduated almost 4 years ago from Engineering school. Preparing my Master’s. I have one brother. My problem is that I have never been loved by someone and moreover, I do not think that I have ever loved anyone really. Just crushes (u know) and I just simply get over whatever this thing is (it is not love I know). Once I meet someone, I tend to Analise why I like that person and whether it would work out , I become curious to know more info about that person, knowing exactly what I like and WHY I like it and then that is it (OVER). 

I do not know how it feels to love someone. How am I supposed to know it? and please do not tell me you will know it because I honestly can not understand how and why people love each other. The most recent case, is a a very nice person. I was not exactly interested in him when I first saw him but then I heard him talking about a serious issue! and I thought like..hmmm that is interesting.

He is very polite and intelligent. We did not actually talk together and now he traveled but I added him to my facebook. I do not know why I check his profile every day and when I see his profile picture i think of one sentence (I miss you!)

I can not understand, is it the same as the previous guys? and it would be just a period of time to fill that emotional hall in my life and I will just move on? is it different? am I obsessive by having a relationship in my life and that is why I have these cycles of knowing, analyzing and moving on?

Thank you so much for your help. I forgot to tell you that I do not have a very strong relationship with my father, he is nice and i love him but he does not know how to communicate with me and he is too old to be told how. I do not think I am Beautiful, I look OK, but u know…any ways, thanks again


من هي مروة رخا؟
مروة رخا: موجهة مونتيسوري معتمدة دولياً من الميلاد حتى 12 عام. Marwa Rakha: Internationally certified Montessori educator from birth to 12 years.

بدأت “مروة رخا” رحلتها مع “نهج وفلسفة المونتيسوري” في نهاية عام 2011 بقراءة كتب “د. ماريا مونتيسوري” عن الطفل والبيئة الغنية التي يحتاجها لينمو ويزدهر. تلت القراءة الحرة دراسة متعمقة للفلسفة والمنهج مع مركز أمريكا الشمالية للمونتيسوري

“North American Montessori Center”